Week in Review: Jan 21- Jan 27
Monday, January 21, 2019
Man. Have you ever just been still? For the past 4 years...really 8, I felt like I’ve always been on the go, in some sort of activity, or club, but since I have graduated I haven’t been involved in anything. No clubs. No extra activities. Nothing. The power of stillness is amazing. Stillness seems so refreshing and rejuvenating. I want to be still more often to really center my thoughts and focus on my 5 goals for this year: Lose 200 lbs, make $2500 per month, generate 2500 views, and learn a new language. Though there are 11 months ahead of me, I know I can do it. In order to have this clarity and stillness, I have to quit this job. I have no clarity here.
Tuesday, January 22, 2019
The more I go back to my job, the more I realize that I am not made for a 9 to 5 traditional desk job. I NEED to be creative, doing something more exciting, something without this long commute, or something part-time because this ain’t it. This long term thing is not cool, lukewarm, nor is it hot and right now there is only so much I can take. Side-Note: I am very grateful that I have an amazing support system because they support me through the good, the bad, and the Tom Foolery.
Thursday, January 24, 2019
Lord. Give me strength. Wait! I take that back. Lord. Give me patience, peace, and positivity.
Lord. Just be with me
Sunday, January 27, 2019
Do you know what Lord? As much as I complain about not doing the things I need to do in my life, you have blessed me with such a WONDERFUL life. It's really a shame that it took this long but thank you. Like for real, thank you. The older I get, the harder I find it to imagine my life without you. Lord, isn’t funny how in the past two years I have become closer to you, yet in these are the years I have gone to church the least. I know you’re not too thrilled about that but I feel closer to you now then when I was younger going to church. I feel you especially when I meditate and when I feel extreme emotion because I know that you are moving through me. Lord the only thing that I ask of you is that you protect and watch over all of the people I love and care about. Just like I can’t imagine my life without you, I can't imagine my life without them.
I Love You